The Hardest Week

Hey everybody. Sorry for the late post. This week has been really rough on me, and I'm still having a hard time. Wednesday, I found out that a girl that I went to school with had died Tuesday night. Ever since then, my heart has been hurting for her family and I have been grieving. She was a special girl, and let her light shine. Everyone could tell that she was a Christian. She always made sure that she greeted you with a smile and asked how you were before you could get a chance to ask about her. She gave the best hugs, and was truly a blessing when I started at ETCS from being home-schooled. I was looking through my yearbooks from ETCS, and all these memories came flooding back. So, this week has been pretty rough, and I'm still having a hard time. I'll be okay in a while, though, so don't worry about me. Saturday and today would have to be the highlights of the week. Saturday we had college people over, and we got to swim. It was a lot of fun, and there were a ton of people over. Lissie even helped me practice my Heelys! And I didn't wipe out. Which was amazing. Today, I got to spend the afternoon with Bridey, and that is always so special for me. I love to spend time with my friends, and I cherish every moment I get with them. This week has been reminding me that life is short, and I need to cherish every moment I can get. I also made a doll this week. Like, I knitted a doll. Her name is Lucy, and she is going to be in my backpack and be the soft thing for my anxiety. So, hopefully this will help some. Anyways, this post is going to be shorter because of what has happened. Have a great week!

 Stay Beautiful!
Marlee

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