Stress, Stress, and More Stress

Hey everybody! Sorry about the lack of post last week. It completely left my mind with all the stress that I'm under. It's been four weeks since I started looking for a job, and I have had no luck. I have applied for at least 15 different places, and have not heard from anyone. I have a 400 dollar insurance payment due next month, so the pressure is getting worse. I feel like I am going to snap from all this pressure. I've already yelled at my family, and slammed my door and such. So, yeah. Not been the best past couple of weeks. There have been three good things that have happened in the past 14 days. One, I got to see my friend Zoey. She moved out of state two years ago, and I had only seen her once since then. She moved back this summer, and I surprised her at her job to say hi and catch up for a minute. Two, I went to the lake for the day. Now, I was feeling really sick all day, so all I did was sleep in a hammock, but it felt good to be out of the house for a bit. Three, I saved a turtle from being hit by a car. That may not seem like something big for y'all, but I like turtles, and I wanted to save him. So, I did. I've been doing cross stitch for the past few days, as well as my school work and writing. I'm kinda stuck with the writing because my brain wants a title for my book right now, but I can't think of one, and so, I'm stuck. I'm gonna try writing again this week, so, we'll see how this goes. My class has been going well, and I take my final next week. I'm a little nervous, but I think I got this. Amie Grace and Kingsleigh are doing well, so I have them for company most days. Wednesday is National Best Friends Day, so I'm kinda mixed about that. On the one hand, I'm excited because it's a day to celebrate my besties. On the other, I don't get to celebrate with them, so I'm kinda sad about that. Anyways, let's see what this week holds.

Stay beautiful!
Marlee

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