Post Easter Week

Hey there everybody! I hope y'all had a great Easter holiday and that you remembered all the things that Jesus did for us. This week has been pretty okay. I mean, it had its ups and downs. I have been trying to adjust to my new meds and diet system that the Nutritionist recommended, and so far, I have more energy, and I have been sleeping better. But, that's about it. Still feeling the nausea and the pain. Definitely still exhausted. But, maybe this'll help? I dunno. Friday I went to campus to surprise Bridey. James (my brosef) started work on Friday at Sonic, so I decided that I would get Bridey her favorite slush and surprise her! I asked a mutual friend to try and stall her, but she got away and was in her room by the time I got there. The look on her face was absolutely priceless. She looked like she had seen a ghost! It was the best. We had Pizza night again tonight, which was absolutely fun! Jennie, Bekah Bear, Lissie, Micah, and Michael all came, and we watched Big Hero 6. We have determined that my personality is a mixture of Fred and Aunt Cass. I can kinda see that. I'm still having panic attacks, so I'm still trying to figure out what I can do to be in complete control and not totally freak out. I found a couple of pictures on Facebook that perfectly show why I need to calm down. I have them as my lockscreen and background on my phone. I'll have them shown down below. They are both really calming images. I also have been writing songs. I only have three so far, and I don't plan on sharing them until I can figure out how to set them to music or have someone set them to music. I have let my closest friends, aka Bridey, Lissie, Jennie, and Bekah, read them to give me some feed back and to see if this is something I really like doing. I'm still kinda self conscience about this whole thing, so I'm figuring it out as I go. Well, I guess that's all I've got. Have a good week!

 Stay Beautiful!
Marlee
This one is my lockscreen.


This one is my homescreen.



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