Most Exhausting Week

Hey everybody! This week has been very exhausting. Period. I got zero hours of sleep on Sunday night, so I slept all day Monday. Tuesday through Friday were pretty uneventful. Friday was a big day. It's homecoming weekend at LeTourneau, so there was something that involved the Pro-Life group. I was feeling great that day, a little tired but great, so I went to be a part of it and to see Bridey and all them. It was a lot of fun! Then last night was Hootenanny. I really wanted to go this year because I couldn't last year due to the fact that I was on my senior trip. I was super bummed. But this year, I got to go! I was so happy that I felt good enough to go to a big event and be out of my house for more than an hour. It was so nice. My whole family went, but I ended up spending the whole night with Bridey and her roommate Kelsie. It was a whole lot of fun.The acts were great, the theme was great, I mean, I had the best time that I've had in a long time. I also bought a shirt from Hootenanny this year. I got a SMALL. How crazy is that? I can fit into small shirts! In a couple of years I have gone from a 2x to a small. That just blows me away. I am really happy with my size now, and I am trying not to lose anymore weight. I don't want to get any smaller. I've been trying to eat more, and some days it works out better than others. I'm still on a bunch of meds, 6 to be precise. They have given me a bit more energy, but that's really all they've done. They haven't helped with my nausea or pain. So, trying more stuff is probably on the list. Emotionally, I have been exhausted. My dreams lately have been scaring me and making me sad and things of that nature. Lately, it has been that either Bridey or Lissie or another one of my friends tells me that they don't really like me and I'm just tolerated. Then they say they don't want to see me again, and leave. I wake up feeling sad and like I just lost my friends. I have been reassured that it won't happen, but it still makes me scared. Hopefully this is just a phase and it'll pass. Saturday night we had our college people, and I had a Henna kit that I had been wanting to do. So, Lissie, Bekah and I all got Henna tattoos tonight. It was fun! Anyways, that's all I have for this week. 

Stay beautiful!
Marlee

Bridey, Kelsie and I at Hootenanny!

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