Nightmares Again

Hey everybody! Hope y'all's week has been good. Sorry for the late post, but maybe I should change my post date to Sunday, since I forget to post on Saturdays now. I dunno. Anyways, this week has been really busy. My second 5 week class started this week, and I have had a lot going on. Geology is not my favorite subject. I didn't do so well on the tests these past couple weeks, so I'm kinda not happy about that. Work has been going well. I've been kept busy, so the time there just flies by. Bridey had a soccer game on Friday, so I went to watch after work. She didn't play, but it was great to go and support her anyways because she's my favorite goalie. Just saying. We have a study date today, so that's gonna be fun. Last night was really great. Micah had to get rid of the couch he built our of pallets, so we burned half of it. Lissie wanted the other half. It was a beautiful night, and the bonfire just made it so much better. I hadn't really been that relaxed in a long time. The countdown to my birthday has officially started y'all! In 16 days, I will be 20. I will finally not be a teenager anymore! My birthday falls on Fall Break at school, so most people are gonna be gone. For the day, anyways. I'm thinking that I'll see how many of my friends are gonna be back on Tuesday night, since my birthday falls on that Tuesday, and maybe do a bonfire to chill and spend my birthday. Bridey and Kelsie are gonna be on campus over the break because they have practice, so Bridey is gonna come stay with me on Monday night, and then I'll probably go to campus and see people who are there. I'm super excited. But, with the ushering in of October also comes more nightmares and anxiety. Halloween is one of my biggest triggers, because of experiences I have had. If you know me, you know why. But, long story short, I'm scared of costumes and all things Halloween. I've started having my yearly nightmares, and Friday night I had a panic attack in my sleep because of one. So, prayers would be appreciated for this month with all that I'm going to be dealing with. Wednesday, by the way, was amazing. Thank you so much to all the people who drew semicolons on their wrists and who showed their support with comments and love and such! I really appreciate it. My friend TC drew me something for Wednesday, and it is perfect. It is my Patronus, a dolphin, with the spell to cast a Patronus and a semicolon. I'm gonna share it below and make it my profile pic. I am so blessed to have all of y'all's support and love, and I am thankful for y'all everyday. Have a great week you lovely people!

 Stay Beautiful!
Marlee

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