The Exhaustion is Real

Hey everybody! I hope y'all had a good week this week. I did. It was so nice to be back in my normal routine and to be able to see peoples. Classes went well, and I enjoyed being able to hang out with my friends. There were a couple of rough days, just because my body has been so exhausted lately. I'm doing okay, emotionally. There are still some rough patches that need to be fixed, but I'm doing better every day. Next Friday is going to be really exciting, and I can't wait to tell y'all all about it. I'll leave it at that and leave y'all in suspense. I did something really huge yesterday. I went on stage during chapel to do a chapel announcement with a friend, and I was shaking like crazy. I was so nervous and borderline panic attack. But, it went well, even though I didn't say anything. I was able to complete the task, and I'm really proud of myself. I am still looking for a summer job thing, and I am hoping to have a couple of leads soon. I'll let you know how it's going. Anyways, the two songs for this week are "Holding Our For a Hero" by Ella Mae Bowen, and "The Melody Within" from Rigoletto. I love both of these songs, and I have been listening to them on repeat (along with The Greatest Showman soundtrack) and they both kind of speak to my childhood. Anyways, that's all for this week!

 Stay Beautiful!
Marlee

 Holding Out For a Hero
The Melody Within

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