Summer? No Thank You.

Hey everybody! This week has been kinda tough. Like emotionally and physically. Sleep is still evading me, and I'm so ready to sleep normally again. This week also marked the end of my freshman year of college, even though I didn't have any classes this semester. I had to say goodbye to all of my friends, save Michael and Bekah. Saying goodbye was harder than I expected, and I spent a couple of days in bed crying and wishing that my friends didn't live so far away. I mean, Bridey is 7 hours away, and Lissie is in Alaska, so the only way of communication is texting or FaceTime or something like that. Honestly, I don't know how I would've survived this semester without all the friends I made at LeTourneau. Everything fell apart so quickly and so suddenly that there were times that I didn't want to wake up in the mornings. But Bridey, Kendal, Lissie, Bekah, Michael, Kelsie, Claire, Jake, Micah, Emily, and Martha were there when I needed them and the way they rallied around me when I was having my worst days were something of God's design. I am truly and wonderfully blessed to have them in my life. I can honestly say that I cannot wait until school starts up again, and I can see all of my people again. In other news, I got a swimsuit that fits me! It is so cute, and I am so happy with how I look in it. Not that I'm being conceited or anything. Today, Saturday, has by far been the worst day. I have been in so much pain today that I can hardly move. I feel like I'm being clawed from the inside, and that I'm being ripped apart by a brick. The pain goes from my chest to my pelvis and around to my back and up my spine. It has been a hard day, and I'm hoping that it'll be gone by tomorrow. Throughout all this my buddy has been my giant panda, Oreo. I even re-stuffed her on Thursday so she would be more comfy for me to cuddle with. I swear, I am such a panda guru. Bridey even says that my floor name, if I lived on a floor, should be Panda. She has me in her phone as Panda. Hey, I'm okay with all of this. I love pandas. Anyways, I think that's gonna be all for this week. I'm taking three online classes this summer, so I'm going to have a harder time remembering to post, but I am going to try my hardest to keep this going! Have a good week y'all!

 Stay Beautiful!
Marlee

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