Not Easy to Say

This week has been the epitome of bad. I had to go to my follow up for my endoscopy, and we got news on the biopsy and the blood work that they took. Everything came back normal, for what they have found so far. So, we are back at square one. I have more new meds, and one of them knocks me out, and makes me groggy all day. Since we are still going to have to do testing, my parents and I have made the hard decision that I am going to withdraw from school for the semester to continue to find answers and try my medications to see what will and will not help. At this point, I am basically home bound because of the nausea and the pain. Add the grogginess to that list, and you have a day in the life of me. It was really hard to tell people that I was stopping school because of my sickness. I started crying when I told Bridey. Almost cried from telling everybody else. Today is when it really hit me, because Saturdays are when I'm gonna get to see people. Unless they come over during the breaks, which, let's be honest, that's probably not going to happen. Monday, I have to go in and get all the signatures for the form, so that is going to be a really hard day. I don't know how I'm gonna be handling this, so I am going to just take it one day at a time. Sorry if this post is shorter, but it has been a really rough week. I love you guys, and have a great week!

 See ya!
Marlee

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