Overcoming Suicide

Hey everybody! I am officially 21 now! This week has been amazing. Starting off with Fall Break, and a surprise visit with Kelsie, was definitely a great way to begin. We all went out for dinner on Sunday night to Red Robin for Bridey's birthday. It was so much fun to sit and talk and celebrate Bridey. Monday night, I went to Bridey's to watch a movie, and we were joined by Rachel, her suitemate. Tuesday, I did homework and relaxed at home. Tuesday night, we did a family birthday celebration for me, AJ, and Aunt Sabrina. We had dinner and opened presents, and it was so much fun. Mom and Dad got me a Billow by Eno, and it is the most comfortable thing ever. Wednesday was my actual birthday. Classes went well, I got to wear a tiara, and dress up like Hermione. It was so much fun. I got to have lunch with Mom, and then after classes Bridey and I met up and got some drinks from The Hive. Then, we went to her room, where she gave me a copy of John Green's new book "Turtles

Well, hello beautiful humans! I've missed y'all this week! I have been a busy bee. Wednesday was Bridey's 21st birthday, and it was my last day of Learning Lab. I'm gonna miss Learning Lab. It was my favorite part of the week. Anyways, the countdown to my birthday has begun, and we only have 4 days left! 6 until the Bonfire Bash that Bridey and I are throwing. It is gonna be so much fun. Tuesday, Bridey and I celebrated her birthday because we didn't know if, when, or for how long we would be able to see each other on her birthday. She got to open her presents, and she loved them! Seeing the look on her face when she pulled out each gift made it all worth it. I love celebrating birthdays. It is also the scariest time of year! Yay for nightmares! 😒 Not. I have already been pretty traumatized this season of scariness, so I'm not looking forward to the rest of the month. I will more than likely end up hiding in my room crying at some point. The nightmares have com

Hey everybody! This week has been rough. Monday started the week off with a panic attack (yay me!!! Not😒). So that was fun. But I got to have lunch with Lissie and Micah, and that was so special. I hadn't seen her in such a long time, and it was nice to just sit and catch up Tuesday was a string of not so great things, so that was a rough day. But I had lunch with Bridey, and we got to talk some things out. Wednesday was semi-okay. I got to have dinner with Martha, so that was a plus. It is always so nice just to sit with my friends and relax. Thursday was decent, so that was nice. And then there was last night. I have talked to my friends about what happened, and I'm still feeling very emotional, so this post will be short. But I wanted to share a couple of songs that I have been obsessed with lately. The first is called "I'm Still Here", and it's from the Jem and the Holograms movie. It talks about how, even after all that someone has gone through, that the