Overcoming Suicide

Hey you beautiful people! Bet you thought I forgot all about y'all huh? Nope! Just a late post day. This week has been a crazy busy week. Mostly yesterday and today. I've been somewhat sick again, so that's been throwing a kink into my schedule. But, I powered through it. Yesterday was Passover, and that was a whole lot of fun. We had a bunch of James's and my friends over to celebrate. It was such a fun night being able to laugh and talk with people. Bridey stayed the night, and today we went shopping! So much fun! We went to look for my dress for an upcoming event, and we found it at the first store, first dress. How awesome is that! I have been thanking God all day because I was so stressed about finding this dress. I also got a pair of Converse for half off, and that made my heart happy. We then just went around the mall and shopped and window shopped. It was so fun just to be with Bridey and have some fun.  After we finished, we came back to the house and made lemo

Hey guys. So, I have come across this new show on Netflix called "13 Reasons Why..." and it has been all over my Facebook and YouTube as well. I am going to be honest. I don't like this at all. As someone who struggles with suicide, I can personally attest to the feelings that go along with dealing with suicidal thoughts and why I have them. But blaming others? That is definitely not okay. By killing yourself, you are already making a huge impact on those you leave behind. They are all going to feel guilty about your death, and that they didn't try harder. I honestly thing that this is a horrible thing and I don't want it around. Bridey said something to me a while ago and it has left a huge impact on me. I was in one of my dark places, and she said that if I did kill myself, I would be projecting my depression and pain onto her and my other dear friends. With this making such a big deal, I want to tell you 13 reasons why I haven't committed suicide yet.  Re

Hey guys! This week has been crazy. It started out okay, with a bunch of rough stuff at the end. Mostly, the two highlights of this week were the fact that I got a 1980s electric typewriter, and Faith sent me a freaking goat. A FREAKING GOAT!!!! It is so cute, and I literally can't even. Then, yesterday happened. I was feeling okay up until about an hour before Hootenanny. Then, I got to feeling so sick. Like, worse than how it used to be. I've been feeling so good, other than the occasional blood sugar drops, but yesterday felt like it used to be. So, I went home sick and couldn't go to the one thing I have been looking forward to all semester. I feel really bad because I convinced Bridey and Kelsie to go with the superhero theme, and I couldn't go. I'm still not feeling the greatest, so I couldn't go to Bridey's scrimmage today. I'm trying to rest up today and get to feeling better so I can go see Beauty and the Beast tomorrow! But I've been kinda