Overcoming Suicide

Hey everybody! How are y'all? This week has been really full of adjustments in my world, so I've been dealing with a lot of emotions. I'm gonna be okay though. This week has been super crazy too. Monday we had no school, so I was able to go to Nikki and Jessi's to color. That was so much fun and so relaxing. I really enjoy spending time with the two of them. They are both so much fun and know how to make me laugh in just the right ways. School continued on in craziness style. I had a math test on Wednesday, and I don't know how, but I managed to make a 94 on it. So, I guess that's a good thing? I dunno. Nikki definitely has a part in me passing this class. She has been such an amazing help to me, and I am forever thankful for her. Last night was really great too. Bridey and I had a date night. It was so good to have her at the house for dinner and a movie. Honestly, I don't know where I would be without my girls. They have been one of the biggest reasons tha

Hey everybody! These past couple weeks have been rough for me. I'm sorry for not posting last week. I was in an immense amount of pain and then I got sick, so I kinda forgot about y'all. These past two weeks have been crazy! School has been going as well as can be, with all the craziness. I have to say, the highlights of my week these days have been working in Learning Lab with the littles on Wednesday. That is always so much fun for me because I have a heart for littles and I want to love on them for as long as I can. I had, quite possibly, the best Valentine's ever. Like last year, Bridey was my Valentine, and it was good to just relax and watch a movie with her. I have been listening to a song lately called "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol. I absolutely love this song and how much feeling and love there is in it. The lyrics of the chorus really have a special meaning for me, because some days I just want to lie down and forget the world for a while. I'll link

Hey everybody! This week has been totally crazy. Oh my glob, so much has happened. On Sunday night, Lissie got engaged!!!!!!😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁Forgive me if I'm dead. I knew this was gonna happen at some point. Lissie also has been teaching me how to make Alaskan Suncatchers. I'm still working on mine, so I'll post pics when I finish it, which should hopefully be soon. Last night, Bridey and I went to my homecoming at ETCS. That was a lot of fun. I got to see so many people that I haven't seen in forever. I also felt so bad for Bridey because she didn't really know what was going on and I was going crazy saying hi to people. It was so good to be back and to see people. The funniest thing was, most people didn't recognize me! It had been so long since others had seen me, and they didn't realize how much I had changed since graduation. I was laughing the entire time. The game was super intense. The last 5 minutes were insanely crazy, and we ended up losing by 2