Overcoming Suicide

Hey everybody! How are y'all this week? I'm doing okay, could be better. This was the first week of classes, and I am so completely happy to be back on campus full time. I have missed being able to be a normal student. Classes are going well so far, but it's only the first week. Math is going a little tougher, but then math has never been my strong subject. Health wise, I've been okay. Stress is kinda settling in, and I've been trying not to snap from it. Monday night was probably the hardest night. My friend texted me about a situation that she had been in, and it caused a panic attack. I fully believe that it could've been worse if Bekah, Lissie, Micah, and Bridey hadn't been there. This one was really bad, you guys. I couldn't breathe, I could barely talk, and I felt like I could've started beating myself. Thankfully, the Fantastic Four mentioned above helped me start breathing again and held me so I didn't start beating myself and got me talk

Hey everybody! Hope y'all's week has been good. This week has been pretty good. I finished my last class this week, so that's a plus. I don't know my final grade yet, so I'm really nervous about that. I had a lot of anxiety about my test, and it took me forever to calm down. I'm still a little bit shaky, but I'm managing. School starts on Monday, so I'm super excited about that. I'm hoping that this year is better than last year. Like the title suggests, Lissie came back! I got to see her on Thursday night, and see her new room! That was super fun. I got to hang out with her, and take her to Walmart and help her unpack and just be with her. Talking with her was really good. She is wanting to come over tonight, but it's not for sure. Bridey has been doing pre-season, so she's been pretty busy and not able to talk a lot. But, I'm just happy my two girls are back. This week has been sort of a lazy week. I watched the entire Harry Potter seri

Hey everybody! Sorry for the late post. Yesterday I was doing schoolwork all day,  so y'all just kinda slipped my mind. This is the final week of my last class,  and I'm kinda mixed about it. On the one hand, I am dreading it because I don't want to take the final. On the other, I can't wait for it to be over because that means Lissie comes back. As you can probably tell by the title,  Bridey came back. She actually got into town last night, but I got to see her today. You have no idea how happy I am to have her back. We are gonna do something later this week,  and that makes this girl happy. I've still been writing, mainly in my new book because my first is still in editing. I'm really enjoying writing. It's been very relaxing and therapeutic. I can't wait until school starts up again, and I can see everyone. I'm gonna be back on campus this fall as a student, and I'm so ready. I also got a job! Finally! I am now employed by Dick's Sporting

Hey everybody! This week has been pretty busy. I had a test today, and let's just say that I didn't do to well. But, I don't really want to talk about it. I've been pretty depressed today. I don't really want to talk about it right now, though. I'm still processing. Mom and dad have been gone this weekend for their anniversary. James and I have been home alone, and it's been okay. We haven't blown up the house yet, which is a good thing. I have a new blog for you guys! It's not like this, where I talk to you guys. It's a story blog, where I post chapters of stories or short stories that I have written. If you are interested in reading it, I'll link it down below. I hope y'all really enjoy it. I am still writing the story that will be linked, so it's not complete yet. If you want, you can comment and leave me suggestions about what stories you would w ant to see and things like that. I also started reading The Chronicles of Narnia this