Overcoming Suicide

What's up everybody? This week has been slow at times, and super fast at others. I did something really big this week. I left my house! Oh, my gosh, right? Mockingjay part 2 was released on DVD Tuesday, and Mom said that I should be determined and go get it. Well, I did! I got that, Despicable Me, three pairs of shorts, and an Eeyore onesie! Then, I went to campus and surprised people with a visit. Bridey had to do a double take when she first saw me, and the look on her face was priceless! I also saw my PA, Emily, and it was so good to get to talk to her for a little bit. I then saw my Aunt Vicki, Kendal, Liz, Michael, Cat, Micah, and Jacob. It was so good to say hi and prove that I was alive, even though I'm getting smaller by the minute. I was worn out after that, and I got into my new onesie and did a Hunger Games movie marathon that didn't finish until 4 am. It was amazing. The next couple of days were recovery days because of my low energy, so I was just taking some t

Hey everybody! Well, another week has gone by, and I am still feeling like a zombie. Sleep still doesn't like me, so yay for sleep deprivation! Not. The biggest thing this week was that I went to a nutritionist to see what she suggests to help me feel better. She had a lot to say, and some diet changes are in order along with some new supplements and herbs to try. The stuff should be in Monday, so that's when it'll start. We'll see how this goes. I've been re-reading Harry Potter again. I love reading, and the whole entire series just makes me happy. I was telling a couple of my friends (Lissie and Bridey) that I know everything about anything there is to know about Harry Potter. Every time a new post show up that has "new facts that you've never heard before", I laugh. I know them all. I'm weird like that. Bridey, Lissie, Micah and Michael came over tonight, and I was so happy. After not seeing them for two weeks, I was so glad to talk to them in

Hey guys! It's been kind of a slow week. At this point, I'm still having a hard time sleeping, so I feel like a walking zombie. Hence, the title. Everyone has been on Spring Break, so it's been kind of fun to watch all of their adventures on Facebook and such. I have been so grateful for texting this week. I have been texting Bridey and Lissie multiple times a day, for hours on end. I miss talking to them face to face, but this has been really good so I don't go insane. Another friend, Michael, came over and visited on Thursday. He is in the Pro-Life group on campus, and he stayed on campus over the break. I invited him for dinner and a movie, and we ended up discussing Harry Potter, Hunger Games, and other books and movies. It was really great to be able to talk about my passions and be able to share my passion with someone else. Yesterday, I was supposed to go to a doctor's appointment, but we got halfway there, I was feeling so sick and in so much pain, that I as

Well, hello there. As you can probably tell by the title, I just want to be knocked out. Over the course of the past week or so, I have not been able to get any good sleep, and the past three days have been little to no sleep. Last night was a no sleep night. My emotions are all over the place, I can't think, I can't really do anything but want to sleep, which I can't do at this point. Hoorah for me. I have been extremely emotional, crying at the drop of the hat, or getting Hulk Smash angry at the slightest annoyance. I'm just so ready to sleep again. If you have any tips or suggestions, comment below, and I'll see about trying them. My mom has also discovered that my eyes have a slight yellow tint. Great. More health problems. I am going to be going to the doctor soon, according to my parents. But, soon could be next week or next month. I don't know. With my new diet, it's been kind of hard to find things to eat. The gluten free bread my dad got is only goo