Overcoming Suicide

Hey there people of the internet! Sorry that it has been a while.There have been a bunch of busy days these past couple of weeks. There are tests to study for, homework to do, sleep to catch up on and my birthday to plan. I will be 19 on the 18th. Crazy right? I think it is. I have been doing really well, even though the past couple of weeks have been kinda up and down. Saturday was the best by far tho. Lissie, the bestie, and I carved pumpkins!  Pumpkin selfie! Me and my pumpkin Lissie carving her pumpkin. Lissie didn't tell me about this pic. We're done! Ain't they purrty? Lissie's pumpkin on the left, and mine on the right. I carved the Deathly Hallows on the pumpkin. I'm a Harry Potter nut if you couldn't tell. Js. Lissie wanted to be more normal, the nerve of she. How rude! I said she should do Alaska on her pumpkin. Antyways, other than that, nothing really notable happened. I take my driver's test Tuesday, and I am so ex

Hey everybody! Sorry it's been a couple of days. Classes and homework have been CRAZYYYYYY! I finally finished my Primary Source Review that was due last Thursday, but because of a hiccup in the system, I didn't get the notification. Crazy huh? I also found out that I have to take 6 hours of adult driver's ed by Tuesday. That is so GREAT! NOT! I also have had a hard time this week. Yesterday, I was kind of upset because I am kind of jealous. Lots of people I know are dating, and I just feel like that I will never be able to have someone to love. I know that I just need to be patient and wait for God to bring the right man, but it's so hard. Especially when just about every one I know is dating someone. I have been really frustrated because of the driving stuff, upset because of the dating stuff, and just down about not really feeling better even after surgery. Oh, and I haven't even told you the best part! Last night while I was on campus before my 6:30-9:30 class,