Overcoming Suicide

I took a big step forward today. I went to get a haircut. Now, most people would think that's not a big deal, but I have an irrational fear of barber shops and hair salons. Yesterday, I made it as far as the parking lot before I started having a panic attack. But today, I did it. I got a haircut. I'm really proud of myself, and I know that this is a big step for me. Sorry about not posting last week, I had a date with my daddy that lasted all day. These past two weeks have been pretty good. My class has been going well, and I'm super happy with how it's been going. Season 15 of NCIS has been released on Netflix, and OH MY GOSH MY EMOTIONS!!! I'm going to die. Only 15 days until I leave for my trip! I'm super excited to go to Florida. Like, I'm super ready. Anyways, that's all for this week. Have a good one! Stay beautiful! Marlee

Hey everybody! I hope y'all had a great holiday week! I had a pretty good week. My mom's sister and part of her family came down for the week, so it was fun to see them. It's also World Cup summer, so there were lots of soccer watching parties this week. Sad day that Brasil is knocked out of the Cup. They played strong though, from what I was told. I honestly don't have the patience to sit with a bunch of crazy people watching an intense game featuring Brasil. I was reading and watching movies instead. Wednesday was Independence Day here in the US. It was awesome to spend time with family and friends. I even got to do my own firework show. It was so much fun getting to set off fireworks and watch people's reactions. My cousin's reaction was the best though. This year was her first year to be able to set off Roman Candles, since she's 11 now. She was apprehensive at first, but after setting off her first one, she was quickly asking to do two at one time and m