Overcoming Suicide

Hey guys! Wow. Is it already Saturday? I feel like all my days are just starting to blur together. This week has been okay, I guess. My mom's family came down on Wednesday so they can celebrate my Nana's birthday a month early. They have been out every night since then, so I have been home alone the whole time. Let me tell you, it hasn't been all that fun. Tonight, they are all at a party at Steve's house. Bridey came over on Tuesday to have dinner and a movie. I feel like that happens every week, which I love. I had fun that night, and my mom's oldest brother got to meet my best friend. I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. I have been up until 4 or 5 in the morning, and then sleeping until noon or 1. I have had a short fuse, so it's been hard to keep my temper in check. It's also been affecting my emotions, so I am having a lot of mood swings. I'm so ready to be able to sleep again. This week has also been a week of musicals and hat m

Hey guys. This week has been absolutely horrible, with the exception of Monday evening. Monday evening, Bridey came over, and we celebrated Galentine's Day. It was really fun. She got me the cutest fox EVER! I am absolutely in love with it and have kept it near me all week. I named her Lil' Bit because it's so little and for a personal reason. Dad came home with a bad bug last week, and I caught it. My immune system is down already because I have been sick for so long and homebound, so a simple cold lasted me until just about today. I'm still getting over it. It felt like I had pneumonia or something. I was not a happy camper. On top of that, I had to cancel college night because I am still getting over this thing, and my emotions have been all over the place. I have been really, really depressed these last couple of days. All day, all I have been doing is watching movies and playing video games because I have nothing better to do. I have absolutely no appetite, so I ha

Hey guys. Sorry that this post is a day late. Yesterday was really bad as far as my health goes. I was having a hard time keeping my head up, and walking was a lot of effort. But, it was a pretty good day as far as emotions go! My friend Ellie, from high school, surprised me with a visit. We talked and got to catch up, which was good. She and I were really good friends in high school, and she was the first one to make me feel welcome at ETCS when I started there. To make the day even better, my parents, who were out on a date all day, came home with Lissie! I was not expecting that. I got to spend an evening with my best friend, which was nice. She helped me make pizza with a gluten-free pizza crust mix that my daddy found, and then she made cookies for her party that she went to tonight. We also watched MIB3, which, to be honest, is the weirdest one yet. I got a Valentine's day card from my grandparents this week. They sent me a gift card, and with it, I bought music. Such a surpr

This has been a week of sadness. Monday afternoon, I went to LeTourneau University for the last time as a student. I had to completely withdraw from school for my health. It was a hard decision to make, but it was what was best for me. The week has been pretty much a week of sadness. I have not been able to do anything or go anywhere since then. I have been down, and a couple of times were really bad, but, as per the norm, I text Bridey and everything is good. People cane over tonight, 10 of them to be exact. That has been the highlight. The only other thing that I have done this week is binge watch Full House because the new series Fuller House comes out on the 26th.Other than that, nothing new. So, this post is going to be shorter. Anyways, love y'all! Talk to you next week, Marlee